Our reader ShemaleCam LOVE wrote this story about himself, about how his obsession for tgirls grew and how he could not keep his amazing little secret ; )
My story is when i was younger found a porn mag and i was alone, so i picked it up and hide it and went to go look at in some hallway.. And as im sexy and getting to the back i see the gay section and i never was gay so i just skipped pass it and saw a girl with a johnson and her entire female complexion was perfect but she had a penis.. So inspected it rather more to see if it was real and i was still sexy and just look at her and thought “I need her”.. I grew up always secretive about the entire thing because my buddies were never had the thoughts i did.. It was still my wonderful little secret but i found porn online so I started to look at it all the time and fantasize it.. My obsession grew..
Now I still love females im an attractive, fit, talented, well-liked, and funny guy.. I actually went out with a lot of girl and felt pussy had sex but always curious about a girl with a penis.. I never looked at a man in that way and never will I love feminism and I might date girls but always hankered after a TS girl it would be perfect my buddies would be jealous cause of my girl but i'd always have the secret.. And i as look at porn from each PC i had an opportunity when nobody was around i got caught once due to the history.. And my mates mother put me on the spot in front of my 2 mates and her two children so i just told her i rambled onto a porn site and saw a shemale ad and look at it reason for curiousity..
So now i had a pair mates who knew and i felt like fuck my secret is out and thought they were gonna tell everybody, but they didn't as of i know,actually they never brought it up until recently one of them showed me and ad of trannies and asked me who I presumed was the finest and he really thought they looked good and seemed a bit into it.. But anyways i just started to feel more into the fact like i don't mind if anyone knows, of it wouldn't be the very first thing i told someone..
But that wasn't the only time i got caught and confronted. I used to go to a programme and watch Transsexual porn their all of the time cause it's a tiny and secret programs with computers and they were in good angles where nobody could see what your doing.. And then they look thru the history one time I did not remember to erase it and they had a talk with me, so now goes strike 2..
Later i got stuck living at my pals house for 5 months and he borrows my Iphone and the night before i was looking a shemale porn.. So he browses my telephone and goes to google and the search history pops out and show that i was trying to find shemale porn so he asserts straight and simple im not even going to ask about that letting me know he knows.. Strike 3... We never brought it up..
Now i grew to love Tranny and looking for a fine girl who suits me, at this point i'd go for a long / short term relationship, to just a sexual encounter.. I know what i like i got open to the proven fact that I might love a Shemale and wish to have a sexual partner.. I have fetishes like the simple fact of a Shemale i'd do anything with her, im more of a top man but if she's's hot i'd go bottom.. Their gorgeous girls and I think fellows are too hung over the incontrovertible fact that dude I'm gay if i have sex with a Tranny, dude sex is sex and experimenting is always of my interest so why not??? Were on this earth to live so experimenting is what leads us to further discoveries and I love my sex life so I need to experiment..
To this day i haven.t done anything and desire everyday for the right girl to come thru even though its an one time thing im open about it.. I would marry a Tgirl too, i would prefer to have baby's but if i end up falling in love with her personality and everything works very well I would, as for now i date girls and just wait for my opportunity, I am hoping my story made you fellows have a different outlook..